Starting in the Middle

…and thus, lets start this blog where it begins – in limbo.  In the middle.  In the inbetween place.  Undefined and defying all definition.

For this weekend suspended in time, I am in Auckland.  On Monday I leave for Wellington.  I do not know if I leave to restart my life there, or if I will return to the life I have built here in Auckland.  I am working this Friday night my last shift at work.  I have cut ties from the job and study I have in Auckland.  I feel called by an unknown voice to Wellington.  My life feels suspended between the two.

I do not know what the next week will bring.  I stand, not just at a fork in the road, but at the origin of all roads.  I could chose any.  But right now, I am standing here.

I have decided to embrace the limbo, to dwell fully within it, without question.  Here I am, neither here nor there.  Here I am.  And where are we ever, but right here, right now?

And somehow, in this hanging, nowhere place, I am somehow free.  I can live just for this moment – and this moment is really good.  And somehow there is a peace within me that knows that it will all be fine.  Because it can never not be fine.  We all just are, being.  Right now.

Hello world!